the truth...

Recently I have been stop posting blogs... I am busy with my school and jobs... Now am having my school holiday for 6 weeks... So right now am busy working... I dont know why recently I am so crazy with working... I feel like keeping myself busy... Anyway... I am now S & A... Single and Available... I duno what I am feeling right now... I am tired... I really feel tired... I slept for the whole day today... Something weird inside... I felt something... Ok, this time, this blog will be about the truth... I dont care wad u people will think after reading this blog... I admit I am a jerk, a loser, a playgirl... So, F**K oFF if u dun like it!!!

1st truth :

I Broke up with my Boyfriend!!! A boyfriend that have been in my life for 1 year and 10 months and 6 days... People will think that it's a shocking news... But this really happen... We broke up...

2nd truth :

I like a guy that I shouldnt like!!! Why I said I shouldnt like him?? It's because he have someone waiting for him in his home country... As long as he is near me, am happy... Even it's hurt... Sometimes, I just wanna asked him to be with me forever without any other gal waiting for him... But thinking of that makes me feel I am selfish... I know he love her... And she love him very much... He said he love me and said I am his... I duno what to say... Knowing that fact makes me feel hurt... Maybe this is the reason I feel hurt now...


Thats the 2 truths that I wanna say... Hahaha... (for those who have read my blog before.... Am sorry to delete the 3rd truth bcos tat truth will not happen... Since it's future tense, so, forget that truth..) <--- requested by my Mr.Vampire... The guy who hurt me so much but I still a foolish to love him...