papa ku chayank :p

Now... Right now... At this very moment... I am lying on my bed... Checking my email... Chatting with my friends... And most importantly I'm chatting with my "papa"... He is my pastor in Indonesia church... I miss him so much... He is so kind that everyone love him... Of cos include me... He is kind, friendly, funny, high self confident... He always said that he looks like Jackie Chan... Hahaha... No matter how he look, he is still my favourite papa... I knew him cos I went to that church named Tabernacle Family... In the church, we are really like big family... I like the feels that I got there... The people are friendly... Since I knew him, I always go to him whenever I need someone to talk to... Whenever I need a shoulder to cry on... Maybe he is feeling bored with me but he always put on a smile and warm hug for me whenever he saw me... Now we are far apart... We cant talked to each other like we used to... We cant see each other like we used to... We cant hug each other like we used to... We cant do anything together like we used to... and I am still not used to this condition where we are far apart and we just can communicate by using Yahoo Messenger and Handphone... For those people out there who create Yahoo and Handphone, I love u both so much... Cos u both make me can contact my papa... He always know the way to comfort me... He always know what I should do... He always be there for me... Am proud to have this papa... Now, when I went to church in Melbourne, I always feel something is losing... Something that I used to do but I cant do it now... Something that I miss so much... Something that I wanna see... Being such a wonderful papa's daughter, I am very proud... He never say no to me... He always listen to me... He always is the best... I believe him... HE believe in him... Gambateh papa ku chayank...