Desember 29, 2009
29.12.2009 & 30.12.2009
Last night is 29.12.2009... I watched half of the 3 idiots... it's an Indian movie... New movie... I like it but I only watched half... The reason why I only watched half not bcos the movie is not nice but bcos of him... He suddenly called me n said wana meet me... When he called me, I was eating... He asked me whether I wanna meet him or not and I just keep quiet n didnt say anything... cos I dont feel like meeting him... But he gave me a good excuse... That we need to talk... Then I have to say yes... Then after 20 minutes he arrived... He gave me 3 misscall... N I went out to meet him... When I was going into the car, I took a long deep breath... Hahaha... Funny rite?? Going to meet bf but have to take deep breath... Hahaha... Anyway, when I went into the car, I just sat there and said Hai to him... And I was like meeting a fren... But then he suddenly come forward and hug me... Hahaha... But I just sat down and didnt reply his hug... So he just took my hand and hug himself... Hahaha... Erm... Then he started talking and I just sat there n listen... He thought I didnt listen to him and he stopped talking... But then I said I did listen and he started talking again and he asked me understand or not and I just answered yes yes yes... And I suddenly said I want KFC and he directly drive the car and bought KFC for me... And we ate in the car infront of my house... After that we just kept talking... I duno but he just asked me not to change and begged me not to change but I just cant... When he hug me, I never hug back... When he kissed me, I never kissed back... When he asked me to meet him again, I just said we'll see or wadever... Hmmm... I duno wad I should do... Am confuse but for now, maybe this is the right way... I will just pray for myself... Anyway, guys, new year eve is coming... 2009 is coming to an end... Enjoy the last moment... Last day of 2009... Throw the sadness and the bad things behind and bring the happiness and joy to 2010... Welcome 2010 and dont ever look back anymore... Everything that happened in 2009 is just a past and a lesson for us... Look to the future, look to the front... Something is waiting for us there... Dont ever say impossible cos nothing is impossible... Impossible is something that u have to change to possible... So, from 01.01.2010, make everything impossible in 2009 to be possible... Never have negative thinking cos it will only ruin u... Positive thinking is the best... 2010 = No worry, be happy... So, gambateh...
Desember 28, 2009
christmas n new year
Hahaha... Long time didnt post any blog...been busy working so didnt post lor...but i do write diary everyday lor...christmas... christmas is on 25th december... i didnt really go n celebrate it like years back... usually i will go church n celebrate with family... but since now i m all alone in oversea... so i didnt really go n celebrate it... tat day i woke up at 12.30pm n directly take my bath... after tat hen i checked on my phone, i juz realize tat jisang called me... so i called back n he asked me out... so i juz said okay cos i have nothing to do too... but when i was in the train station waiting for the train, there is some thoughts coming out asking me not to go..but i still went... when i met him, i was shocked with his appearance... he is not the guy tat i know anymore... the whole day, i dun feel very happy... then suddenly they asked me to go crown so i went... n i accidentally met ronny there... ronny seem so happy when he saw me but i m not cos i dun wan him to think negatively... anyway, continue... then he said he will call me... we hav small quarrel when he call but after tat ok le... miss him muchie muchie...hahaha...anyway,tats all for my christmas day... n will talk bout my new year later after the new year come...hahha...new year is coming...left 3 days...counting down... duno wad to do in new year...if i m in indonesia or malaysia, then i know lor...indonesia, my mom will make party n we see fire works...if in malaysia, will go out with alan gor n celebrate lor...hahaha... but now in melbourne...not many fren yet...so duno wad can i do lor..will be bored new year though...hahha...okay...anyway, time to sleep...bye...
Desember 04, 2009
Nothing's gonna change my love for u...
If I had to live my life without u near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With u I see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong
Our dreams are young and we both know
They'll take us where we want to go
Hold me now, touch me now
I dont want to live without u
Nothing's gonna change my love for u
U ought to know by now how much I love u
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothing's gonna change my love for u
U ought to know by now how much I love u
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for u
If the road ahead is not so easy
Our love will lead a way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for u if u should need me
U dont have to change a thing
I love u just the way u are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help u see forever too
Hold me now, touch me now
I dont want to live without u
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With u I see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong
Our dreams are young and we both know
They'll take us where we want to go
Hold me now, touch me now
I dont want to live without u
Nothing's gonna change my love for u
U ought to know by now how much I love u
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothing's gonna change my love for u
U ought to know by now how much I love u
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for u
If the road ahead is not so easy
Our love will lead a way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for u if u should need me
U dont have to change a thing
I love u just the way u are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help u see forever too
Hold me now, touch me now
I dont want to live without u
Love and Marriage
A student ask a teacher, "what is love?"The teacher said, "in order to answer your question, go to the padi field and choose the biggest padi and come back. But the rule is: you can go through them only once and cannot turn back to pick."The student went to the field, go thru first row, he saw one big padi,but he wonders....may be there is a bigger one later. Then he saw another bigger one... but may be there is a even bigger one waiting for him.Later, when he finished more than half of the padi field, he start to realise that the padi is not as big as the previous one he saw, he know he has missed the biggest one, and he regreted !!!! So, he ended up went back to the teacher with empty hand.The teacher told him, "...this is love... you keep looking for a better one, but when later you realise, you have already miss the person....""What is marriage then?" the student asked.The teacher said, "in order to answer your question, go to the corn field and choose the biggest corn and come back. But the rule is: you can go through them only once and cannot turn back to pick." The student went to the corn field, this time he is careful not to repeat the previous mistake, when he reach the middle of the field, he has picked one medium corn that he feel satisfy, and come back to the teacher.The teacher told him, "this time you bring back a corn.... you look for one that is just nice, and you have faith and believe this is the best one you get.... this is marriage."
This is story about love and marriage... U have to choose all ur life... Everything is depend on urself... Love who u wan to love before tis too late... Life is simple... But sometimes its hard... U have to choose between this n that... He and she... Here n there... So... Make a right choice... Don regret after choosing it...
This is story about love and marriage... U have to choose all ur life... Everything is depend on urself... Love who u wan to love before tis too late... Life is simple... But sometimes its hard... U have to choose between this n that... He and she... Here n there... So... Make a right choice... Don regret after choosing it...
45 things a girl want from their boyfriend
FoR3vEr LovE
1-touch their waist
2-talk to them
3-share secrets
4-give her your jacket
5-kiss them slowly
are you remembering this?
6-hug her
7-hold her
8-laugh with her
9-invite her somewhere
10-let her be with you when you're with your friends
keep reading
11-smile with her
12-take pics with her
13-pull her onto your lap
14-when she says she loves you more, deny it. fight back
15-when her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she cant get to her friends. it makes her feel loved
Are you thinking about someone?
16-always hug her and say i love you when you see her
17-kiss her unexpectedly
18-HUG HER FROM BEHIND AROUND THE WAIST
19-tell her shes beautiful not sexy!
20-tell her the way you feel about her!
..20 u need to show her you mean it too
21-kiss her on the lips
22-DONT ask her to buy you stuff. You buy HER stuff
23-TELL HER WHAT FEELS GOOD
24-make her feel loved
25-buy her stuff. small things can still help
we might deny it but we actually like and kinda want you to get us things
26-DON'T LIE TO HER.
27-DON'T CHEAT ON HER.
28-take her anywhere she wants
29-txt message or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at school/work, and how much you miss her
30-be there for her when ever she needs you, & even when she doesn't need you, just be there so she'll know that she can always count on you
are you still reading this u better be its important
31. Hold her close when she's cold and she can hold you too.
32. When you are alone hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the tip of her nose; (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss them).
34. While in the movie, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her lightly.
35. Don’t ever tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you're mad. If she’s upset, comfort her remember this next time you are with her
36. When people tease her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the stars and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, Link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.
39. When walking next to each other grab her hand.
40. When you hug her hold her in your arms as long as possible
41. Call her at night to wish her sweet dreams.
42. Comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for long walks at night
44. Dedicate a song to her.
45. Always Remind her how much you love her. You’ll never know when she needs just a lil more love
1-touch their waist
2-talk to them
3-share secrets
4-give her your jacket
5-kiss them slowly
are you remembering this?
6-hug her
7-hold her
8-laugh with her
9-invite her somewhere
10-let her be with you when you're with your friends
keep reading
11-smile with her
12-take pics with her
13-pull her onto your lap
14-when she says she loves you more, deny it. fight back
15-when her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she cant get to her friends. it makes her feel loved
Are you thinking about someone?
16-always hug her and say i love you when you see her
17-kiss her unexpectedly
18-HUG HER FROM BEHIND AROUND THE WAIST
19-tell her shes beautiful not sexy!
20-tell her the way you feel about her!
..20 u need to show her you mean it too
21-kiss her on the lips
22-DONT ask her to buy you stuff. You buy HER stuff
23-TELL HER WHAT FEELS GOOD
24-make her feel loved
25-buy her stuff. small things can still help
we might deny it but we actually like and kinda want you to get us things
26-DON'T LIE TO HER.
27-DON'T CHEAT ON HER.
28-take her anywhere she wants
29-txt message or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at school/work, and how much you miss her
30-be there for her when ever she needs you, & even when she doesn't need you, just be there so she'll know that she can always count on you
are you still reading this u better be its important
31. Hold her close when she's cold and she can hold you too.
32. When you are alone hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the tip of her nose; (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss them).
34. While in the movie, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her lightly.
35. Don’t ever tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you're mad. If she’s upset, comfort her remember this next time you are with her
36. When people tease her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the stars and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, Link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.
39. When walking next to each other grab her hand.
40. When you hug her hold her in your arms as long as possible
41. Call her at night to wish her sweet dreams.
42. Comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for long walks at night
44. Dedicate a song to her.
45. Always Remind her how much you love her. You’ll never know when she needs just a lil more love
why women always cry...
A little boy asked his mother "Why are you crying？"
一個男孩問他的媽媽：『你為甚麼要哭呢？』
"Because I'm a woman," she told him.
媽媽說：『因為我是女人啊。』
"I don't understand," he said.
男孩說：『我不懂。』
His mum just hugged him and said, "And you never will"
他媽媽抱起他說：『你永遠不會懂得。』
Later the little boy asked his father,
"Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?"
後來小男孩就問他爸爸：『媽媽為甚麼毫無理由的哭呢？』
"All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say.
『所有女人都這樣。』他爸爸回答。
The little boy grew up and became a man,
still wondering why women cry.
小男孩長成了一個男人，但仍舊不懂女人為甚麼哭泣。
Finally he put in a call to God;
and when God got on the phone,
he asked, "God, why do women cry so! easily?"
最後，他打電話給上帝；當上帝拿起電話時，
他問道：『上帝，女人為甚麼那麼容易哭泣呢？』
God said: "When I made the woman she had to be special.
I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world;
yet, gentle enough to give comfort"
上帝回答說：
『當我創造女人時，讓她很特別。
我使她的肩膀能挑起整個世界的重擔；並且，又柔情似水。』
"I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth
and the rejection that many times comes from her children"
『我讓她的內心很堅強，
能夠承受分娩的痛苦和忍受自己孩子多次的拒絕。』
"I gave her a hardness that allows
her to keep going when everyone else gives up,
and take care of her family through sickness
and fatigue without complaining "
『我賦予她耐心，使她在別人放棄的時候繼續堅持，
並且無怨無悔的照顧自己的家人，渡過疾病和疲勞。』
"I gave her the sensitivity to love her children under any
and all circumstances, even when her child has hurt her very badly"
『我賦予她在任何情況下，都會愛孩子的感情，
即使她的孩子傷害了她。』
"I gave her strength to carry her husband through his faults
and fashioned her from his rib to protect his heart"
『我賦予她包容她丈夫過錯的堅強
和用他的勒骨塑成她來保護他的心。』
"I gave her wisdom to know that a good husband never hurts his wife,
but sometimes tests her strengths
and her resolve to stand beside him unfalteringly"
『我賦予她智慧，讓她知道一個好丈夫是絕不會傷害他的妻子的，
但有時我也會考驗她支持自己丈夫的決心和堅強。』
"And finally, I gave her a tear to shed.
This is hers exclusively to use whenever it is needed."
『最後，我讓她可以流淚。只要她願意。這是她所獨有的。』
"You see: The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears,
the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair."!
『你看，女人的漂亮不是因為她穿的衣服、
她保持的體型或者她梳頭的方式。』
"The beauty of a woman must be seen in her eyes,
because that is the doorway to her heart
* the place where love resides."
『女人的漂亮，必須從她的眼睛中去看，
因為那是她心靈的窗戶和愛居住的地方。』
用平静的心去面对不平静的事 ；
用成熟的心胸去选择自己的未来；
Made with.... 缘分是找到包容自己的人。。。
每一个女人都很漂亮。。。
Every Women Is Beautiful...
一個男孩問他的媽媽：『你為甚麼要哭呢？』
"Because I'm a woman," she told him.
媽媽說：『因為我是女人啊。』
"I don't understand," he said.
男孩說：『我不懂。』
His mum just hugged him and said, "And you never will"
他媽媽抱起他說：『你永遠不會懂得。』
Later the little boy asked his father,
"Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?"
後來小男孩就問他爸爸：『媽媽為甚麼毫無理由的哭呢？』
"All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say.
『所有女人都這樣。』他爸爸回答。
The little boy grew up and became a man,
still wondering why women cry.
小男孩長成了一個男人，但仍舊不懂女人為甚麼哭泣。
Finally he put in a call to God;
and when God got on the phone,
he asked, "God, why do women cry so! easily?"
最後，他打電話給上帝；當上帝拿起電話時，
他問道：『上帝，女人為甚麼那麼容易哭泣呢？』
God said: "When I made the woman she had to be special.
I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world;
yet, gentle enough to give comfort"
上帝回答說：
『當我創造女人時，讓她很特別。
我使她的肩膀能挑起整個世界的重擔；並且，又柔情似水。』
"I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth
and the rejection that many times comes from her children"
『我讓她的內心很堅強，
能夠承受分娩的痛苦和忍受自己孩子多次的拒絕。』
"I gave her a hardness that allows
her to keep going when everyone else gives up,
and take care of her family through sickness
and fatigue without complaining "
『我賦予她耐心，使她在別人放棄的時候繼續堅持，
並且無怨無悔的照顧自己的家人，渡過疾病和疲勞。』
"I gave her the sensitivity to love her children under any
and all circumstances, even when her child has hurt her very badly"
『我賦予她在任何情況下，都會愛孩子的感情，
即使她的孩子傷害了她。』
"I gave her strength to carry her husband through his faults
and fashioned her from his rib to protect his heart"
『我賦予她包容她丈夫過錯的堅強
和用他的勒骨塑成她來保護他的心。』
"I gave her wisdom to know that a good husband never hurts his wife,
but sometimes tests her strengths
and her resolve to stand beside him unfalteringly"
『我賦予她智慧，讓她知道一個好丈夫是絕不會傷害他的妻子的，
但有時我也會考驗她支持自己丈夫的決心和堅強。』
"And finally, I gave her a tear to shed.
This is hers exclusively to use whenever it is needed."
『最後，我讓她可以流淚。只要她願意。這是她所獨有的。』
"You see: The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears,
the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair."!
『你看，女人的漂亮不是因為她穿的衣服、
她保持的體型或者她梳頭的方式。』
"The beauty of a woman must be seen in her eyes,
because that is the doorway to her heart
* the place where love resides."
『女人的漂亮，必須從她的眼睛中去看，
因為那是她心靈的窗戶和愛居住的地方。』
用平静的心去面对不平静的事 ；
用成熟的心胸去选择自己的未来；
Made with.... 缘分是找到包容自己的人。。。
每一个女人都很漂亮。。。
Every Women Is Beautiful...
FRIENDS
Friends do things for one another
They understand
They go a million miles out of theirway
They hold your hand
They bring you smiles
when a smile is exactly what youneeded.
They listen and they hear
what is said in the spaces between
thewords
They careand they let you know
you're in their prayers.
A friend can guide you,
inspire you,comfort you,
or light up your life with laughter.
A friend understands your mood
sand nurtures your needs.
A friend lovingly knows just what
you're after.
When good news come
as friend is the first one you turn to
When feelings overflow
and tears need to fall
friends help you through it all.
Friends bring sunlight into your life
They warm your life with their presence
whether they are far awayor close by your side.
A friend is a gift
that brings happiness
and a treasure that money can't buy.
Thanks for being my friend
They understand
They go a million miles out of theirway
They hold your hand
They bring you smiles
when a smile is exactly what youneeded.
They listen and they hear
what is said in the spaces between
thewords
They careand they let you know
you're in their prayers.
A friend can guide you,
inspire you,comfort you,
or light up your life with laughter.
A friend understands your mood
sand nurtures your needs.
A friend lovingly knows just what
you're after.
When good news come
as friend is the first one you turn to
When feelings overflow
and tears need to fall
friends help you through it all.
Friends bring sunlight into your life
They warm your life with their presence
whether they are far awayor close by your side.
A friend is a gift
that brings happiness
and a treasure that money can't buy.
Thanks for being my friend
My Love
You're the person living in my heart
and the person that I've treasured so.
Because you were so special
I couldn't hold you
because I had never given anyone happiness before
I love you who's never laughed a tease.
When I was happy or sad
you cried and laughed with meand
I want to do anything I can foryou.
Hello my love, my love I'll protect you now.
Thank you for putting up with me and
waiting for me.
Hello my love, my love I'll love you forever.
When I'm born again
I want you to be the one I love.
Let's be a lamp to each when we've
lost our way in the dark night.
Even if the rain wind drives us back,
don't let go of these two hands holding you now.
You were always by my side when I was worn and pained.
I had used "I'm sorry" in place
of "thank you".
Hello my love, my love I'll protect you now.
Thank you for putting up with me and
waiting for me.
Hello my love, my love I'll love you forever.
When I'm born again
I want you to be the one I love.
Even if I fall down and fall down
again and again,
if I have you then I know I can stand back up again.
Hello my love, my love I'll protect you now.
Thank you for putting up with me and
waiting for me.
Hello my love, my love when I call you like this
I'm so happy I could cry, I love you.
and the person that I've treasured so.
Because you were so special
I couldn't hold you
because I had never given anyone happiness before
I love you who's never laughed a tease.
When I was happy or sad
you cried and laughed with meand
I want to do anything I can foryou.
Hello my love, my love I'll protect you now.
Thank you for putting up with me and
waiting for me.
Hello my love, my love I'll love you forever.
When I'm born again
I want you to be the one I love.
Let's be a lamp to each when we've
lost our way in the dark night.
Even if the rain wind drives us back,
don't let go of these two hands holding you now.
You were always by my side when I was worn and pained.
I had used "I'm sorry" in place
of "thank you".
Hello my love, my love I'll protect you now.
Thank you for putting up with me and
waiting for me.
Hello my love, my love I'll love you forever.
When I'm born again
I want you to be the one I love.
Even if I fall down and fall down
again and again,
if I have you then I know I can stand back up again.
Hello my love, my love I'll protect you now.
Thank you for putting up with me and
waiting for me.
Hello my love, my love when I call you like this
I'm so happy I could cry, I love you.
Desember 01, 2009
Him... <3<3<3
Am listening to a song by ANANG HERMANSYAH... The title is "Separuh Jiwaku Pergi" means Half my Soul Go... It's happening to me now... I dont know... Am feeling hurt inside... It's paining... Am crying a lot this few days... But I just cant stopped wad is happening... I love him... He love her... She love him... This is wad happened to me now... I know am stupid and foolish to love him... No one agree... But, I still love him... I will owes love him... Not for 1 month, 1 year, 1 century... But for whole life... I will owes be there for him... Whenever he needs me... I will give him my smile... My everything... But guys, I really dun mean to ruin anyone's life... I just wanna be with him everytime when he needs me... I know... I will be hurt more than now... But, I will accept wad will be happening in the future... I will pray for his happiness all the time... I will care for him... I will love him... That's forever... Am sorry to hurt people who love me... But, I just wanna be myself now... I just wanna love him... Maybe everyone who knows will scold me being so stupid, so foolish, so childish... But please... Just for this time... Let me be myself... Do wad I wanna do... I owes never have the chance to do wadever I wanna do... Since small, wadever my mom n dad said, I will owes listen to them... I never say no... I will owes say yes... Even my dad asked me to break up with my beloved one, I did tat too... But this time, just for this time, let me make my own choice, live with my own choice... I am ready for every hurt that I will take... I am ready for every sadness tat will happen... I am ready for every tears tat will roll off... I am ready... I am not just saying around and am not just playing with the feelings... This time, am real... Am serious... I love him... With all my heart... Even he will not be the one I know for the 1st time... But I will still love him for who he is... I will not regret to know him... I dont regret to let him come into my life... I dont regret that I love him... And I will owes love him... He is someone special for me... Even he will not be there in the future, I will still love him... Sometimes I cant understand myself too... But this is really happening now... I dont ask for advice... I just ask for support... Dont scold me cos no matter wad u guys said, I will still love him... With all my heart, with all my soul, with all my energy... Until my very last breath... I duno how long I will have... I know my own health history... And I know how to manage it... I really will love him for the rest of my life... But God, please, before YOU take me away, just let me see him happy... That's my only wish... Please let me be there to congratz him for his happiness... And after that, YOU can take me whenever YOU want... I will have no more regret... God,please make him as YOUR love one too... Cause he deserve it...
Separuh Jiwaku Pergi (Half my soul go)
Separuh Jiwaku Pergi
Memang indah semua
Tapi berakhir luka
Kau main hati
Dengan sadarmu
Kau tinggal aku
Reff:
Benar ku mencintaimu
Tapi tak begini
Kau khianati hati ini
Kau curangi aku
Kau bilang tak pernah bahagia
Selama dengan aku
Itu ucap bibirmu
Kau dustakan semua
Yang kita bina
Kau hancurkan semua
Translation :
Everything is wonderful
But over the wound
You play hearts
With your concious
You're left me
Reff:
I truely love you
But not like this
You betrayed this heart
You cheat me
You said never happy
As long as with me
That lips said
You lied on
everything we built
You destroy all
Memang indah semua
Tapi berakhir luka
Kau main hati
Dengan sadarmu
Kau tinggal aku
Reff:
Benar ku mencintaimu
Tapi tak begini
Kau khianati hati ini
Kau curangi aku
Kau bilang tak pernah bahagia
Selama dengan aku
Itu ucap bibirmu
Kau dustakan semua
Yang kita bina
Kau hancurkan semua
Translation :
Everything is wonderful
But over the wound
You play hearts
With your concious
You're left me
Reff:
I truely love you
But not like this
You betrayed this heart
You cheat me
You said never happy
As long as with me
That lips said
You lied on
everything we built
You destroy all
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