29.12.2009 & 30.12.2009

Last night is 29.12.2009... I watched half of the 3 idiots... it's an Indian movie... New movie... I like it but I only watched half... The reason why I only watched half not bcos the movie is not nice but bcos of him... He suddenly called me n said wana meet me... When he called me, I was eating... He asked me whether I wanna meet him or not and I just keep quiet n didnt say anything... cos I dont feel like meeting him... But he gave me a good excuse... That we need to talk... Then I have to say yes... Then after 20 minutes he arrived... He gave me 3 misscall... N I went out to meet him... When I was going into the car, I took a long deep breath... Hahaha... Funny rite?? Going to meet bf but have to take deep breath... Hahaha... Anyway, when I went into the car, I just sat there and said Hai to him... And I was like meeting a fren... But then he suddenly come forward and hug me... Hahaha... But I just sat down and didnt reply his hug... So he just took my hand and hug himself... Hahaha... Erm... Then he started talking and I just sat there n listen... He thought I didnt listen to him and he stopped talking... But then I said I did listen and he started talking again and he asked me understand or not and I just answered yes yes yes... And I suddenly said I want KFC and he directly drive the car and bought KFC for me... And we ate in the car infront of my house... After that we just kept talking... I duno but he just asked me not to change and begged me not to change but I just cant... When he hug me, I never hug back... When he kissed me, I never kissed back... When he asked me to meet him again, I just said we'll see or wadever... Hmmm... I duno wad I should do... Am confuse but for now, maybe this is the right way... I will just pray for myself... Anyway, guys, new year eve is coming... 2009 is coming to an end... Enjoy the last moment... Last day of 2009... Throw the sadness and the bad things behind and bring the happiness and joy to 2010... Welcome 2010 and dont ever look back anymore... Everything that happened in 2009 is just a past and a lesson for us... Look to the future, look to the front... Something is waiting for us there... Dont ever say impossible cos nothing is impossible... Impossible is something that u have to change to possible... So, from 01.01.2010, make everything impossible in 2009 to be possible... Never have negative thinking cos it will only ruin u... Positive thinking is the best... 2010 = No worry, be happy... So, gambateh...