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It's 21 degree now in Melbourne at 1.02 AM... And yet, I havent fall asleep... Was lying on my bed and reading my friend's blog... I dont know how they can actually manage to post blogs almost everyday... As I cant even post one blog for one day... Hahaha... I always post blog when I feel like writing... Which is for now... Hahaha... Melbourne is going into summer... Although most my friends said it's still spring but for me, it's SUMMER... Gosh... Sometimes it will be 34 degree and the sun actually burn your skin... Oh my beloved skin, I'm sorry that I let the sun to burn u... Gosh... I love Melbourne but not the sun... I love the sky where it's blue and you can actually see the white soft clouds... I often tell people I met that I love Melbourne's sky... When u are here, u will know why I love it... Yesterday, which is few hours back, I was talking on the phone with a friend of mine for 2hours and 45 minutes where I actually talked to her since 3pm actually... Hahaha... So, it is more than 2 hours... But I get some nap at 5.43pm till 6.43pm... We talked bout many things and we share many stories of ourselves... Talking on the phone with her actually can make me laugh when I am stressed and dont feel like laughing... I dont know what really happen to me but this few days, I can survive by eating once meal a day... Like the day before yesterday, I had chicken curry for my lunch and I didnt eat anything else after that which makes me survive until last nite... I dont know how I manage to do that but I actually really did tat... I can survive without eating... But one thing for sure, I CANT SURVIVE WITH DRINKING... Hahaha... Yesterday I stayed at home the whole day cause I am lazy to go to campus... I woke up at 10.30am where I actually should be in campus at 9.00am... Hahaha... When I woke up, I called my friend directly to ask him about today's class but when I heard his voice, he just woke up too... Just like me... Hahaha... And we had the same reason for not attending campus... LAZY... Hahahaha... It's the 1st time I'm absent... Weird... But real... Haha... Staying home while everyone is in campus feels nice... Where everyone will call u and ask u why didnt u go to campus... Hahaha... I just answered them I cant wake up... Haha... By the way, continue about me talking on the phone with my friend, we did some crazy things like singing few Indonesian songs together... Hahaha... But it feels great cos I feel stressed that time and she just found out a way to make me not feeling stress... Thanks to her I feel better now... Should I say I am going crazy now or I am just stress?? Weirdie... Hahaha... Trying to be myself again but suddenly, at this moment, I cant find myself in me... It's weird but it's happening... Something is missing in me... And I dont know what's that... I dont know where to find that missing piece of me... I really feel lost now... Maya, where are u?? Come back soon cos I am missing u... Hahaha... See, I'm crazy now... I talked to myself too often... Hahaha... I am really not me now... Goshhhh... Even my friend feel weird when talking to me on the phone just now cause I keep laughing and laughing... I dont know why... Today I checked my addiction to facebook and I got 86% for it... Oh my, am I really that addicted??? Gosh... Never realize... Hahaha... Ok then... Maybe I am really that addicted to facebook... Hahaha... So what??? I feel comfortable with it... It can make me type out what I'm feeling at the moment... Hahaha... So, no doubt that facebook is part of my life... Actually, I love doing what I'm doing and I love being who I am... So, will help myself to be better... Ciayou... Gambateh...