Maya

Am sitting in my 2nd bedroom... On the floor... Typing this new blog... After a long cry... At last, I can smile... Even it's paining inside, I will still overcome it... In front of him... Someone I love... And I will never cry in front of him anymore... SInce he hate my tears, I'll give him my smile... A smile that he missed for this few days... The truth has started and it wont have an end for it... I will never lie and I will be who I am in front of him... In front of everyone, just judge me wadever u all like... Maya is Maya... No matter wad I do, I will owes be me... Love me or hate me, it's ur decision... Just leave (IT SHOULD BE FU*K OFF, U guys know I am not that gentle...Someone change that..Just explaining...)my life if u r not coming in to make it beautiful cos I dont need someone to ruin it!!! I can ruin it myself if I wanted to so Bye for those who will go from my life... OK... So, thats all for now... I will start my new life at this very moment... The life which evryone should live...U guys ...its my suggestion...Life is beautiful live it guys...dont ruin...no matter what pains u have...its ur own life...live it...u will never get another.............