someone in heaven

U told me its time to say goodbye
And i just roll down my first tears
And u wipe it off
Telling me to stay happy
Even u are not the reason behind my happiness
U told me that u will never l
eave me
And u promise once i still love u
U will always be with me
But now where is your promise
Do u know that i still love u
U told me not t...o cry
So that u can see my smile for the last time
I started to hate this reality
That u have to leave me forever
But i know i cant do anything
U requested me to tell u that i dont love u anymore
So that u can leave with peace
Leave the world that i am inside
But how can i say that
When i still truely deeply in love with u
But i know i have to say it
For u someone who i love
And at the last moment
Right before u give ur last breath
I bend down my body
And kiss ur lips for the last time
And whispered in ur ears and tell u that
I dont love u anymore
I can see ur smile on ur charming face
For the last time before the white cloths close ur face
And i know that u left my world
Not for a day a week or a month
But forever