Emptyness

Last night i went to a place called equinox
Itz a bar and restaurant
With a friend i sit on a table
There are lots of people there
And i just cant stop searching
Searching for a face that i dream every night
A face that i miss every day
But all i got is emptyness
U are not there
And i drank a lot
To make myself unconcious
So that... i never be in this reality world
Where u are not here with me
I want to be with u but i cant
This love and life
Is killing me slowly
I dun wanna be here anymore