My Past

Thought crosses my mind
Everything bout u
I started to think of u
Once again
I dont know how long more i need to take
To start forgetting u
Again and again
U came to my life
I just hate it
When i can forget bout u
And u just came in again
And messed up all the efforts that I did
For the whole 2 months
Do u know how much suffer i got
When i tried all the efforts
To just forget u and buried u
And now
I have to feel the same suffer
Once again just becos of ur ego
U always come and go whenever u want
And now i wont let u do tat again
Not to my life anymore
U will always stay as my past
I told myself to bury u in the bottom of my heart
Where no one can dig it out
Even myself
But now
U r the one who dig it
U remind me of every memories we had
All the laughter and happiness
All the lessons that u taught me
And the last time we met
U once again taught me the 4 lessons
And i will never ever forget it
Cos u r the one who change my life
I will follow all the 4 rules
And u will see that i am actually ur duplicate
But do remember
U will always be one of my past
Always and always