feelings

I have been in Melbourne almost 1 month...My dear didn’t follow... So, here I am alone... This has been the several times since he broke his promise and yet I didn’t even angry him... Not that I don’t care but I know deep in my heart... I know that he have tried his best... But then... When he broke this promise, I am really hurt... I just don’t know why... When I arrived here, the 1st day, I cried while chatting with him cause I miss him so much and I understand that I can’t like usual... See him whenever I want... I know he have suffer since started this relationship with me and yet he still continues... And for me, he is the best... And I will not stop this rerlation... I will always wait for him... I know... Sometimes I am so stubborn and so childish... but he still love me... With all his heart... I know it even he never told me before... I know he love me even he never say “I LOVE U” seriously... I just remember once he ever say it seriously... that is when I go for haircut and the hairdresser make me look dumb... And I cried in my dear’s arm and he said to me :” I don’t care how u look... I don’t care what is your hair style... I don’t care what others say... I will always love u..” And since then, I always say I LOVE U to him... And I realize that, he is the one that I’ve been looking for...Whenever I look at the sky here, I thought of him... How I hope I can share this beautiful scenery with him... Everytime when I see people holding their bf... How I hope I can hold him now... Everytime when I want to hear his voice, I have to hold... Cause if I call him, he will get roaming... It will cost him a lot... Everytime when I want to see him, I have to wait till night cos I always be home late... I miss his touch... I miss him... I miss his voice... I miss him so much... I hope I can meet him soon...