No T.I.T.L.E

Now is February... Yesterday I have just moved into my new room... Cos this 2 days I didnt sleep in my own room... My mom just painted my room into skyblue... I love it... N I have my own study table and clothing cupboard... Love it... So, my room look bigger... Ok... Tats only a little thing... I just wanna say this February isn't a nice month cos my dear will waste all his saturday attending course... Huhuhu... He will not be here during Valentine and our anniversary... Huhuhu... So sad... Yesterday my mom came into my room, saw my pic with dear... She didnt get mad... Tats a good sign... I hope 1 day I'll waste all my rest life with him... He is the one for me... All I know is I want to be with him... Forever... I only love him... Tats a truth... I cant even change it... I cant even stop myself from loving him... And I love him more each day... We quarrel quite much this few weeks... But at last we still back again to normal... And get more and more romance than b4... I hope he is in my future... Cos I want him to be in my future... Tats a truth too... Now, he is busy with his course until he dont even have time to reply me anymore... So sad... Cos I miss him so so much... I really need him badly... I dont think I can have long distance relation with him cos now, even I didnt see him for 1 day, I oledi miss him till going crazy... But I just duno he know how much I love him or not... He neva get jealous if I went out with guys... Or msging with guys... He neva say no to me even I say I'm going out with guys... I dont know whether it's a good thing o not... But I just dont like... I hope he will jealous... I hope he will say no to me... I dun wan he dun care bout me... I just duno what should I do... I'm sleepy now... Let me sleep... Pray tat everything will be just fine...