HIM

I Love him... Yes... I really do love him... I love him with all my heart... N I guess, so do he... Everytime he likes to make me angry... But I still forgive him n I am not mad at him... But this time, he really hurt me... Hurt me deeply till I really cant forgive him... But I know, deep in my heart... There's a sound saying tat I still love him... N yet, it's true... I really still love him... I just cant get him out of my mind... N this is the 1st time I really feels wad hurt is... N I hate hurt... I really hate it... When the 1st time I knew he hurt me, my heart cant stand it... N guess wad, I cry out all sudden... I know tat I am not the perfect gal... But I'm still trying my best to be the perfect gal... I just duno wad else I can do to make him notice tat I am around him n I will owes by his side no matter wad happen n where we are... Please know tat I love u with all my heart n please dun hurt me... Since saturday, I cant really laugh happily... Everything tat happen between me n him... I just can keep quite n left those in my heart... I really dont know when I can really forgive him... Or maybe I had already forgive him like usual where I cant even angry him for so long... I just dont know... I cant really angry him... Cos... I love him... He told me tat loving someone u must prepare to be hurt... But I dont agree with tat statement... Cos loving someone is trying all our best not to hurt them... N tats wad I'm doing... I'm trying my best not to hurt him... Tats all I can do...

GOD, please give patienity... Let me know wad should I do and how should I face all this problems...