Us...

When I am boring, this is what I do...

After I draw his face with powder, I took his picture...hahaha...

Cute us... People say we are good match...

Same chubby... Hahha...

Picture of US

Hahaha... This is wad I draw in my paint tools... It's not tat nice but my dear like it...cos it was done by me... Hehehe... The boy if my dear n the gal is me... How I hope we can be like in the picture forever... Where there was no devil by our side...

Today dear come and pick me up in my campus and then we went to my friend house to waste our time by watching tv and eating our lunch... Hahaha... Cos I dont have anything to do... Rather than going home better I went to my friend house... After tat we went home at 1.30pm... Hahaha... Arrive my house about 2.00pm... He just went home at 8.00pm... So happy la cos he owes accompanying me... Muach... How I hope we now married... So u no nid to go home and owes stay with me... Hehehe... Love u dear...

Hanamasa... Delicious...

Me n dear....

I love him as much as I love myself...

We accidentally wear the same colour shirt...hehe...

This is wad we eat... No la... Actually all oledi in our stomach...

Picture of the year...

Photos during in Hospital

Me n Dear... Muach...Love u...

Dear keep accompanying me when me in hospital...

If not wrong this is the 3rd day in hospital... Boring...

This...!! This is the damn thing tat makes 4 hole
on my hand and make my hand pain till now...
Hate this thingy la... But wad to do?? Without it
now I die lor... Hahha...

CNY Pic...

Tired of going here n there...1st day CNY...

In my aunt house... Permmed my hair...

1st house I visited during CNY...

CNY is the best...

S.I.C.K

K... Guess u all looking for me n wondering where I am until I didn't have time to blog right?? OK... Here's my story bout my one week since Sunday to Saturday...

On last Sunday at 7 o.m which is after my dear went home, I started to vomit but it's not so worse... Until I started to awake from my sleep every 15 minutes which make me very2 suffer... Then it's already around 11 p.m. And I started to vomit non-stop until 1 a.m (Monday) until my mom really2 worry cos both my hand keep on shaking... Gees... So scary... I really have no more energy... Then my mom directly sent me to Royal Taruma Hospital... My mom really worry bout me... When we reached the hospital, the nurse started to give me infussion and check my heart and all... Then I waited for my mom to complete all the procedures... And when it's done, the nurse said that I need to stay over night there... So my mom said ok... But I have to wait for the room... Then we waited until 5 a.m... I was sent to the isolation room... I'm there for 2 days and then sent to 2nd class room with another 2 person in it... The next day, both of them were cured and went home... But luckily there's another 2 person came in... Hahaha... On the fifth day, I was asked to endoskopi... Like put camera in ur tummy and check inside... My gastric was hurt... Hahaha... Then the night, the nurse give me medicine injection which make me very not nice... I feel damn hurt and at last something bad happened which I started to act weird and like a stress people... My mom very worry... So do my boyfriend... I really dunno what happened but I still can pray to GOD... Guess, after I pray to GOD, I fell asleep until the next day... GOD really always here for me when I need HIM... And Ilove HIM... Ok continue... The next day my mom came to hospital to bring me out... Feel so great... The night, my boyfriend come and accompany... Actually he has been accompanying me for several nights in hospital... Love him...

This is my most worse sick I ever had... Hahaha... Ok... That's all...

No T.I.T.L.E

Now is February... Yesterday I have just moved into my new room... Cos this 2 days I didnt sleep in my own room... My mom just painted my room into skyblue... I love it... N I have my own study table and clothing cupboard... Love it... So, my room look bigger... Ok... Tats only a little thing... I just wanna say this February isn't a nice month cos my dear will waste all his saturday attending course... Huhuhu... He will not be here during Valentine and our anniversary... Huhuhu... So sad... Yesterday my mom came into my room, saw my pic with dear... She didnt get mad... Tats a good sign... I hope 1 day I'll waste all my rest life with him... He is the one for me... All I know is I want to be with him... Forever... I only love him... Tats a truth... I cant even change it... I cant even stop myself from loving him... And I love him more each day... We quarrel quite much this few weeks... But at last we still back again to normal... And get more and more romance than b4... I hope he is in my future... Cos I want him to be in my future... Tats a truth too... Now, he is busy with his course until he dont even have time to reply me anymore... So sad... Cos I miss him so so much... I really need him badly... I dont think I can have long distance relation with him cos now, even I didnt see him for 1 day, I oledi miss him till going crazy... But I just duno he know how much I love him or not... He neva get jealous if I went out with guys... Or msging with guys... He neva say no to me even I say I'm going out with guys... I dont know whether it's a good thing o not... But I just dont like... I hope he will jealous... I hope he will say no to me... I dun wan he dun care bout me... I just duno what should I do... I'm sleepy now... Let me sleep... Pray tat everything will be just fine...

L.O.V.E

Love...

Someone says that he don't understand what love is...
I just want to say, love is something that is very sensitive...
We need to use lots of time to understand love...
Love will come and go whenever it likes...
We can only try our best to make love stay with us...
And I've been trying...
And Love is still here...
Within our relations...
Love will never go unless we ask for it...
So,please never let it go...
Cause I still Love u...
Love can brings us to hurt...
But also can bring us to happiness...
It's only the matter of time and how we treat it...
If u look at the bright side,then it's happiness...
If u look at the dark side,then it's hurt...
Don't ever hurt the one u love...
Cos love will never forgive u...
And when I know I hurt someone I love,I feel hurt...
It's thousand or even million times more hurt than them...
That's why I'm trying not to hurt someone I love...
Even sometimes I failed to do it...
Don't say if u wanna love someone then u must be ready to get hurt...
It's not like that after all...
Look at the bright side and everything will be just like what u wish for...
GOD is at the bright side...
GOD will always win the DEVIL...
DEVIL is at the dark side...
So, don't look at the dark side where DEVIL is waiting for u...
Love do have a dark and bright side...
We can't learn how to understand love...
Cause love only can be feel with our heart...
When we feel that we like that someone,we will protect that someone,we will be with that someone until end of life,we rather die than see our love one die...Then it's love...
Sometimes we are late to know love coming...
But when we knew love is here...
We have already been affected by love...
Where all we think of is only our love one...
Don't try to understand love...
Feel it with your heart...
Feel it with the one u love...
Find all the happiness that both of u built...
Love will always be in the happiness...
And pray to GOD...
Cause GOD will bring us to that happiness...

p/s:
To someone I love most...

When I say I LOVE U, I really do mean it... And it is in my heart... Don't ever look at the dark side anymore... Let's come to the bright side... Where love is waiting for u... Try to open urself... And let everything to flows out... Then ur life will be no more miserable... Believe to whom u love... Cos GOD will always let love win the DEVIL... And I won't let u go... Cos Love will always by my side...

From someone u love...

Yesterday

Yesterday I went to Megamall with my dear... We didnt go to church yesterday and I felt sorry... I kept praying to GOD and say sorry... We planned to eat Hanamasa but it's still closed... So, we went to eat KFC... Nice... He accidentally dropped the drink and splash on himself... Luckily he is wearing the pants that can ge divided into 2... After eating we went to TIMEZONE... A playing zone... He bought me a 75 thousand rupiahs card for me to play and we play Time Crisis 4 1st... As usual I am the lousy one... Only play few minutes then I die... Hahaha... But he is good... He played well... But it makes me boring so I went to find my favourite game... The game is like playing with our finger and follow the dots until it reached the ends... And get the bonus ticket... But I neva managed to finish it... Hahhaa... I am useless la... But then I still kept playing... I played until my tickets are 100 something... Hahah... Then dear come and find me... Then we play Deal or No Deal... A game where we can get lotsa tickets... Yesterday was great... We wont 70 tickets... Hahaha... Ok, then after playing we went to book store... Nothing to buy... So we went to Salon... As usual... I am having my hair masker treatment... Hahaha... After I straighten my hair (Not permanent one)... My friend called me and asked me to go swimming with her... Gees... A damn nice asking... I like swimming... But then my sis oso called me and asked me to company her go Salon in GM plaza... And while she was having her curly hair treatment, I can go watched movie with my dear... Gees... There was my favourite movie... It's a very very difficult choice... But I still have both... Just tat I cant go watch movie... I spent 1 and half hour with my sis and spent 2 hours trying to open my house door which at last I spent few hundreds thousand rupiahs to pay the key expert... After tat at 5pm we went to my friend place for swim... Arrived there at 6 and we swam till 7pm... After tat went for shower and dinner... Tats my yesterday...

HIM

I Love him... Yes... I really do love him... I love him with all my heart... N I guess, so do he... Everytime he likes to make me angry... But I still forgive him n I am not mad at him... But this time, he really hurt me... Hurt me deeply till I really cant forgive him... But I know, deep in my heart... There's a sound saying tat I still love him... N yet, it's true... I really still love him... I just cant get him out of my mind... N this is the 1st time I really feels wad hurt is... N I hate hurt... I really hate it... When the 1st time I knew he hurt me, my heart cant stand it... N guess wad, I cry out all sudden... I know tat I am not the perfect gal... But I'm still trying my best to be the perfect gal... I just duno wad else I can do to make him notice tat I am around him n I will owes by his side no matter wad happen n where we are... Please know tat I love u with all my heart n please dun hurt me... Since saturday, I cant really laugh happily... Everything tat happen between me n him... I just can keep quite n left those in my heart... I really dont know when I can really forgive him... Or maybe I had already forgive him like usual where I cant even angry him for so long... I just dont know... I cant really angry him... Cos... I love him... He told me tat loving someone u must prepare to be hurt... But I dont agree with tat statement... Cos loving someone is trying all our best not to hurt them... N tats wad I'm doing... I'm trying my best not to hurt him... Tats all I can do...

GOD, please give patienity... Let me know wad should I do and how should I face all this problems...