Jia you

Itz been for some time that i didnt update my blog... Sorry for that cos I really have no mood to update... Not even in the mood to type... There's lots of things happen since 01.01.2010 till date... Itz been 2 weeks since I last met him... Someone who can make me fall in love after 20 years of life on earth... Hahaha... That's true... I dont know why... I keep telling myself not to love him anymore but I just cant stop this feeling... this feeling is so strong that it cant be stopped... Am so sad when he just go away from my life... But now, I'm gonna make an effort to get into his life again... I dont wanna lose him before giving an effort... And all my frens told me to do so too... I dont wanna be his lover for the time being... Cos at least I wanna be his best fren for the time being... Everything will be just fine if I didnt go that night!! Everything will be just fine if I have no stupid sickness!!! few days after he go away from my life, I started to get depressed and wrote so so many notes letter in my facebook just for him and all this things that I've done is to show my feelings... i dont wanna hide my feelings anymore... I'm gonna chase wadever it takes for my future... i dont wanna regret for something that I havent put in effort anymore... There is no more regret in my life... dont want any regret!! Life has to move on, love have to be achieve... And thats the thing that I will do for now!!!... So guys n gals, please do support me... I reli nid ur support...