D.I.E

Ok.. Another post about DIE... My other hamster die again... Now is the mother... The day before yesterday, my deaR put her in small cage cos she attack the baby... Ok... Since yesterday whole day, no on at his house... And when at night he go home, the hamster is bleeding... And it's because she born her dead baby... So sad... Then she born 8 babies in few hours cos the baby all die... She lost too much blood and this morning she passed away... I cried whole night until 2am then sleep... Even though like that, I still doesnt sleep well... I am really sad... Cause I love her so much... Sad...

NO INTERNET for.... 20 DAYS

Ok... I am going Melbourne soon... It's so soon that I left 3-4 days left in Jakarta... Hahaha... And guess what, my friend, Mely said, there will be no INTERNET for 20 DAYS long... OMG... How can I live without INTERNET????? Oh no... Then I have one thing pop out from my brain... Ting Ting... I will buy many many movies and bring there and watch it everytime when I dont have anything to do... Hahaha... Can u imagine someone like me living in a house with 20 days no internet??? How can I chat?? How can I update my FB?? How can I email?? At last, after that idea pop out, I directly go buy lots and lots of movie... Hahaha... Oledi done packing... No more thing to pack... And I am going to be a movie maniac... Hahaha... Ok... That's all... Wanna have my lunch... Oh internet, faster come...

Passed Away

Ok... U guys sure duno what passed away lor... Cause I havent say it out... But I really sad when I heard this news from my dear... Geesss... How can it possible!!!! Me and my dear have lots of hamster and 1 of the female hamster just gave birth last month... I think 3 weeks ago... 5 little hammy born and 3 normal (grey colour) and 2 golden (like it's name, it's golden colour)... The babies grown bigger and bigger... Grown cuter and cuter... But then... All of sudden... When I was in my sleep, this news came... My dear text me msg and say there's something happen to the hamster... The female hamster who gave birth to them (which is their mommy), bite one of the baby... Until the baby bleeding... ANd at last, because the bleeding doesnt stop, the baby passed away... !!!! OMG!!! How can that be??? I am so damn sad... I dont even have the mood to go play now... Actually I am planning to go DUFAN (Like Disneyland) But now, I really not in the mood... SO sad... Really dont want something like this to be happening... Then after that my dear punished the hammy mommy and put her in small cage and dont let her drink and eat for 12 hours... Huhuhu... But doing that also doesnt return the baby hammy to me... Baby hammy, I'm sorry I didnt take care of u well... I will pray for u so u will go to heaven... I love u baby hammy...

About August 31 2009

Talking bout August 31st 2009... It's past already... I got my Visa on that day... Hahaha... I am so so happy... I also issued my ticket to MELBOURNE!!!! Yipiiieee... I am going to Melbourne next week on Wednesday night... Ok... I know it's nothing to proud of but I do really proud of it...!!! U know why?? Cause my visa has been in the Embassy for more than 14 days and it really make me feel worried bout it... Geezz... I duno lar... But I am really scared that I dont get the Visa... Cause... When I go have my medical checkup, I am in bad condition... Which means I am sick... Ok, that will be a big problem because they said people sick cant go Australia... Damn... I hate to hear that... But luckily there no problem with my health... Which mean I AM ABLE TO GO MELBOURNE!!! The only thing that will make me sad is I have to leave Indonesia where my dear and mom is here... Ok, maybe I dont worry about my dear cause he said he will go after 1 month... But my mom?? Who will take care of her when she is sick?? Maybe someone will say my sis... But if we think of it, my sis DONT EVEN CARE bout my mom!!! Geeezzz... Last few days my mom is sick, and yet she dont even care of her...!!! What will happen if I am not here and my mom sick??? I just dont know... Geezz... So evil devil... I just can pray to GOD... So that GOD will let her change her attitude... By the way, talking bout GOD, HE really make so lots of miracle for me... Like, on Sunday, that is 2 days before my Visa been granted, I pray to GOD so that my visa will be granted the next day and yet, the next day, afternoon, my Visa is granted... Hahaha... See... HE loves me so much... And I love HIM so much... Thanks GOD for all the miracle YOU shown and gave me... And please keep continue giving me all the miracle...