Memoriez of my brother

Today is 27th June 2009... Today I remember everything about my brother and my child time... Suddenly, I miss my brother... And I suddenly felt the love from my brother to me...

Remember when I was still baby, there's something on my armpit until my hand can't put down cause the thing is as big as egg... My mom brought me see doctor and if want to have surgery, it will cause a lot... So my mom thinking of surgery me herself... Ok... Then here the surgery start... My mom prepare the surgery tools and my dad prepare the alcohol... Dunno what's that for la... Then here comes the surgery time... My mom grabbed my arm and just cut it off... The blood splash all over her face and shirt and I started to cry... And my brother who sit aside watching, also start crying... My dad looks at me and felt sad... So, he ask my mom let me go 1st... Just calm me down... But u know baby lar... Wont stop so fast... So, I kept crying till almost fainted... Hahaha... Then my mom grabbed me again and clean the blood and all... My brother just come near my mom and bite her hand cause he felt sad see me cry till like that... Haha... From here, I feel my brother love me so much...

Another one is when I'm adult liao... My brother always cook for me dinner or lunch and if I need him, he always there for me... He love me more than anyone... He directly pick me up everytime I called him... He stay awake just to wait me home... He rush home just to cook me dinner... Bro, I love u... Thanks for all the love u gave me... I'm sad cos we are now far apart... I really hope u are here with me to share everything with me... Laugh with me, cry with me... Joke with me... Anything... I miss every moment we spent together... Why life so mean to us?? Why life have to separate us?? Ko, u know that I never can be close to Tika as I am close to u... Please come back to me... Cos, I want to share everything with u... Every single story of my life... Every part of my days... Just to share it with u...

Ko, take care of urself there...

Love,

May