To U SUN

This blog is posted for a best friend of mine who just lost her beloved one...

Dear, maybe for u it's a hardest thing to accept n it's hard for u to carry on ur life without that special someone... But I just want to let u know something... Life is urs... With or without that special someone, u still need to carry on... Ok... Even that special someone is ur dad... Actually, for me... With or without my parents, actually it's the same... Cos I'm borned in differrent family with urs... Who love u and care for u so much... U grown up in a good family... Not like me... I guess u know what I mean... I know saying parents is not the only thing in this earth is wrong but without them, u still need to get on ur life... Keep on thinking on the past isn't good for u... While u r here wasting ur time thinking of the past, others r going 1 step further than u... So, dont waste ur time thinking of the past but keep ur step to the future... People staying on the earth is for future... Not for the past... Even u keep thinking of it, ur dad won't be able to come back... Why not u step forward and let ur dad see that u can??!! I'm saying all this cos I love u... We have been friends for almost 14 years... And I'm sad to see u so moody... So, cheear up... I bet ur dad also wish to see u and ur family happy... If got anything, just msg me... Cos I'll owes be here for u... I promise...

From ur 14 years friend...

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Have been crying recently... Until my eyes really really tired... Writing on this blog, I have no idea wanna type what... My brain is empty... N so do my soul... I am gone to far far away kingdom... I just dont know what should I do now... This 2 days having exam and it's quite easy and I can make it... Hmmmzzz... Really dont know what to type even there's so many thing I want to say out... That's all... Really empty brain now...

Masih Mencintaimu

Masih Mencintaimu (Still Loving You)
by Gruvi

Salahku putuskan cintamu
(It's my fault that I broke your love)
Ku sesali itu
(I regret that)
Pergi meninggalkan dirimu
(Leaving you)
Kini ku merindukanmu
(Now I'm missing you)


Chorus:
Sayang maafkanlah diriku
(Baby, please forgive me)
Ku tahu ku salah menyakitimu
(I knew I'm wrong that I've hurt you)
Sayang terimalah aku lagi
(Baby please accept me again)
Ku masih mencintaimu
(I still love you)

Aku memang tak sempurna
(I am not perfect)
Ku sadari itu
(I realized that)
Ampuni semua kebodhanku
(Forgive all my dumbness)
Ku tak bisa hidup tanpamu
(I can't live without you)

Chorus repeat2x...


On top is a song that I heard few days ago which I think it's nice and I want all of you to know the meaning so I translate it... Can go try listen the song... It's nice... I mean the meaning... It's about a guy who realized that he really broke his gf heart... OMG... And the 1st time I heard this song is from Audition... When I'm playing with my ex... Hahaha... He dedicated this song for me... Ok... I'm not touch... Just feel that I like this song cause of the meaning which is so so touching... Hahahaha... So long didn't come in my blog and updated... Sorry... Busy this few days... Cause many exam and I have to prepare all the guiding stuff... I am going crazy now... Hahaha... Now I am having weekend... Which I will spent by watching DVD till sot... Hahaha... Btw anyway busway... My hamster named Stuwie passed away again... OMG... She just borned baby... 5 hammy babies... And after a week, she died... And followed by 2 babies 3 days later and 3 babies after again... OMG... So pity them... But my dear promise he will buy me another golden hammy so that our hammy got many types... Hehe... Thanks dear... And 2 days ago, cause dear do something naughty to me, he bought me mi cash for audition... OMG... I love it... Thanks dear... I love you so much... Ok... That's all... Wanna start my weekend relaxing day...

T.A.G by U sun

1. Beside your lips, where is your favourite spot to get kissed?
my forehead..^^

2.How did feel when you woke up this morning ?
Lazy to wakie...

3.Who is the last person you took a photo with ?
my dear...erm..last week maybe...

4.Would you consider yourself to be spoiled ?
yes...by my dear...haha..n some of my cousins...

5.Would you ever donate blood ?
nope..dun have the chance cos everytime when wanna donate, owes AUNTY come or I m eating medicine...so cant...

6.Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex ?
Yupz...Lots of them.. Uncountable...

7.Do you want someone to die ?
Stupid!!! U want others to die kah?? Dumb Dumb Question!!!

8.What does your last text message say ?
Giling... Bwt di pke lo?? (u guys for sure dun understand la) hahaha...

9.What are you thinking now ??
who make this stupid question....

10.Do you wish someone was with you now ?
Of cos la...

1.What time did you go to sleep last night ?
11.30pm...

12.Where did you buy the T-shirt that you are wearing now ?
T shirt from mom... Pants I think oso.. T shirt from LA... Pants from Malaysia...

13.Is someone in your mind now ?
Mr Ticketing... Hahaha...

14.Who was the last person to text you ?
Rachela Dearta...

10 PEOPLE TAGGED TO DO THIS QUESTIONNAIRE.

1. Anton
2. Cathy
3. Jos
4. Kaito
5. Sze Wei
   
6. Zie
   
7. Rena
   
8. Emily Yii
   
9. I sun
   
10. Emily Lai
    

15.Who is no.2 having relationship with ?
(Cathy) With Allan...

16.Is no.3 a male or female ?
(Jos) Of cos female la... if she is not then I duno who is...Hahaha...

17.If no.7 and no.10 together, would it be a good thing ?
Rena and Emily Lai).No la... They dun even know each other... Beside they are not LESBIAN!!!

18.What is no.1 studying about ?
(Anton) Stupid useless Computer major...

19.When was the last time u chat with them ?
duno lar....recently maybe...

20.Is no.4 single ?
(Kaito) Nope I think...

21.Say something about no.5 .
(Sze Wei) dark n skinny gal but very happy all the time...miss her...

22.What do you think about no.3 and no.6 being together ?
(Jos n zie) nope...impossible...cos they are both Gal...

23.Describe no.9 .
(I sun) Cute young gal...but now adult le...

24.What would you do if no.6 and no.8 fought ?
(zie n EMily Yii) No way..Cant be...

B.E.L.I.E.V.E

Believe...
Today's title is believe...
I oso duno y I type this word on the 1st letter...
Maybe... I feel tat mst people duno what believe means...
1... I dun like people lie to me... Cos I owes believe in others...
Liar is an asshole for me... I hate liars...
Yeah... And recently... I kept facing these jerks...
Jerks tat I still said they are my friends...
But I duno I still can believe them or not...
Maybe it's hard cos I never will believe people when they start to lie on me...
And I dun like when others dun believe me...
Unless I ever lied to them...
Like my dear...
I never lie to him but he never believe in me...
I duno why... Maybe he is like tat...
I duno what happen until he dun believe me...
But for sure, it hurts me...
Well... Think like this...
U r in a relationship with someone and tat someone doesnt believe u at all...
How u feel???
O M G... Oh Mi Gosh... I hate tat...
But wad can I do???
If he really dun wan to believe me, I just can accept it...
No one can say anything bout it cos it's others right to believe in us or not...
I duno wad should I do so that he believe in me...
Love without believe...
I duno... I duno wad to say...
Maybe I am too weak to protess bout it...
I owes accept wad others do to me...
I just dun dare to say anything tat I dun like others ask me...
GOD, please bring me with U... Cos I need U in me...