i actually love u

Whenever i met u
I started talking about other guys
Not because i love them all
But because i wanna make u jealous
And whenever u talked about other girls
This heart start paining
Because i love u too much
But u never realize that i love u
All u know is i am ur best friend
And once i still have the oppurtunity to stay as friend...
I will always stay as friend
Cause i dun wanna ruin our friendship
Just for love
Cos i m not ready to lose u yet
I'd stay beside u
As ur true friend
Until the day u realize
That i actually love u

u never know

U once leave my world
Leaving me with all the scars u made
With all the pains
U pour salt on it
Without knowing how does it feel
And i tried my best
To cure my own scars
And tried to forget u
But then all the efforts are a waste now
Cause u came into my life once again
And make me fall in love Once again to u
And now i dont know... what to do
I just want to be with u
No matter what's my status
No matter what position i stand in ur heart
As long as i am with u
As long as i know u need me
As long as i am still in ur heart
Everything doesnt matter
And i will always try my best to cheer u up
Try my best to be with u whenever u need me
Try my best to be the best for u
Even without u knowing how hurt i am feeling
Even without u knowing how i truely feel for u

stay here

I dont know how u felt for me
And i dont dare to ask nor expect anything
Cause i am not as brave as before
Everytime when u kiss my forehead
I felt the love u gave me
But i really dont dare to expect anything from u
I love the way u kiss my forehead
I love the way u touch my skin
I love the way u care for me
I love the way u pl...ay with my hair
I love the way u hug me tight
I love everything that u done to me
Caude the fact is that
I love u so much
I cant tell u how much i love u
Cause i dun wanna lose u again
I am satisfy enough even we just stay like this
Not as friend and not as lover too
But i really cant bear to lose u anymore
Let me just stay right here
To love u all the time
I am willing to let go everything
Just give me one chance
To stay here and love u till the end of my life

if only

I woke up in the morning
With smile on my face
Cause i dreamt of u
Me beloved guy
I dreamt that we are together
Hands in hands walking down the street
Everyone looking at us with the jealous face
How perfect we are
But that is only a dreamt
Only my own dreamt
If only that is true
I will be the most happiest girl ever
If only i cou...ld say i love u
Then u will be mine now
But that 1 sentence, 3 words and 8 letters are so hard to come out from my lips
Cause remembering that it ever happened once
And u left my world
And now hardly u come back
I will not let u go easily
I will keep u beside me
Even if u only look for me when u need me
Even if u only u are back to hurt me
I dont care for anything
Cos u r the only one that i care
Only u and always u

only u

I open your page everyday i woke up
It has been my daily things to do
Whenever i feel upset
I will just look at ur picture
Read thru all the messages
And my smile come crossed again
Whenever this tears gonna roll off
I started to think of u
All the 1001 ways u used to keep my smile
Even right now after months of ignorance
When n...ow we met again
U are still the same u
Using lots of ways
To just keep my smile
Putting so much effort to make me smile
Without knowing the simple way
Which is to accept my love and love me back
With that way
I can smile every single minute even in my sleep
But i dont expect that u will love me back
Cause u told me that u will never fall in love
And i will only stay beside u
To be the very first person that u remembered whenever u need somoene to talk to
And i promise u
That i will never leave a single step
Not before u ask me to leave
I will stay right here forever
I promise

it started with a smile

It started with a smile
Started with a hug
And started with a simple wish
With that 3 simple things
U made me fall in love with u
From the very first time i met u
This heart has belong to u
U never realize how u sneak into my heart and soul
U always tell me how bad u are
U always warn me that u are a jerk
But i never care nor be...lieve
Cause u always makes me smile with ur own ways
I just wanna stay with u
No matter what is the risk
Just to be with u
Even there are thousand and millions people who dont agree
But i dont care
Cause its between u and me
They dont know how much u mean to me and they will never know
This heart and soul
Has belong to u since the day i met u
And no one will replace u in my heart
Till the day u walk out my life by urself

forget u

From the day that i met u
My life has been so colourful
From the day that i met u
I appreciate life more
But now when u r gone
The sun has set too
And the sky just keep raining
And this heart keep bleeding
Trying my best to forget u but its too hard
Wherever i go and whatever i do
It makes me think of u
Everything here remind me ...of u
The only thing to make myself sleep well at night is
To get drunk and forget everything
Forget that u left my world
Forget that u are gone