if only

I woke up in the morning
With smile on my face
Cause i dreamt of u
Me beloved guy
I dreamt that we are together
Hands in hands walking down the street
Everyone looking at us with the jealous face
How perfect we are
But that is only a dreamt
Only my own dreamt
If only that is true
I will be the most happiest girl ever
If only i cou...ld say i love u
Then u will be mine now
But that 1 sentence, 3 words and 8 letters are so hard to come out from my lips
Cause remembering that it ever happened once
And u left my world
And now hardly u come back
I will not let u go easily
I will keep u beside me
Even if u only look for me when u need me
Even if u only u are back to hurt me
I dont care for anything
Cos u r the only one that i care
Only u and always u