Last Day

Today is the last day i met u
Gonna miss u so much
Tomorrow u are leaving
And i dont know when i can see u again
I cant tell u how much i miss u
And now i realize i love u
Eventhough we had quarrel sometime
Eventhough u made me cry before
But i still miss u
I hate when we have to be separated
Cause i dont wanna leave u
I dont wan...na be far from u
I miss u and i really do
This tears just cant stop rolling
I really hope there is someone who can stop it
Cause i am really tired
My head is spinning an my eye is swollen
But this tears just cant stop rolling
I want u to be here with me
Right now till forever
I dont care how many people dont agree our relation
Cause it's between u and me
Not others
Please dont leave me cause i am not ready
Not ready to lose u
Baby i wanna tell u
I miss u and i love u

I met u

3 months ago i met u
Tats the 1st time we met
And we feel comfortable with each other
So we kept on meeting
And we start this relation
But now u are leaving
U told me this before
But now when i really have to face it
I dont know how to face it
I dont know how to see u leave
I dont want u to leave
But what else can i do
We dont sp...end much time together
But all the time that we spent together
Has gave me memories and lessons
Which makes me grew up more
I will miss u
Thanks for coming into my life
And become part of my life
I really appreciate it
I pray that u will success in future
I will pray for every path tat u walk through
So that God will always bless u
Leaving u is the hardest thing to do
But after all u have me time to prepare
But yet i havent manage it
I will try not to cry infront of u
As i know u wanted to see my smile
For u i will always keep this smile
Be strong and be happy
Cause i am here always to support u
Take care dear

My Bitch

Now again
I will sleep without ur gud night call
I will sleep without ur kiss
Without ur hug
I miss u so much
I think of us every hour
Cherishing all the memories we had together
I am a stupid gal
Cause i never appreaciate ur attendance
When u r still with me
And now when u r gone
I miss every moment we spend together
I dont kno...w when i can see u
But i really hope i can see u again
Before we both belong to others
But i want u to know
Once we dont belong to others
I am still yours
And u are still mine
This is our promise that we made
The last night we met each other
I hope u will remember this promise we made
Baby, u r my bitch...

first day waiting

Today is the first day u left me
Its also the starting day for me to wait for u
Right here at the very first place we met
U told me to live my life with smile
Cause u love my smile
And for u someone i love
I will always keep smiling
I dont know when u will be back
But i dont care nothing
Cause i will always be right here
Waiting... for u my love
I will keep my love n my smile
Just for u dear
And i promise u my dear
That i will live my life happily
Till the day u come back
I promise there will be no more twars
I will wait for u with my smile
I promise to be here
I promise

Missing u badly

Laying on the bed
Seeing all the photos
Hearing your voice
Makes me think of you

Looking at the blue sky
Feeling the breeze of the air
Hearing the chirping of birds
Wishing that you are here with me

Opening my laptop
Started my yahoo messenger
Checking on the list
Hoping to see you online

Missing your hug
Missing your vo...ice
Missing your smile
Missing your everything

We are now far apart
Separated by oceans and lands
The distance is really big
With thousand of miles away

The distance that separate us now
Will never fades my love for you
I will still love you
With all my heart

I'll remember the things you taught me
I'll remember the love you gave me
I'll remember the warmth of your hug
I'll remember you always till the end

my fantasy thinking

Tonight i am with u
How happy i am to be with u
We talked and chatted
About what happened today
U hug me when i feel cold
To make me feel warm
I love the warmth of ur body
U kissed me with ur sexy lips
Showing me that i am the only one that u wanna kiss
And i really feel happy
U brought me to our beach
And spend the night there
Si...tting and looking at the stars
Side by side with u
Makes me feel am the luckiest gal on earth
Suddenly i woke up
By the reality that u are not here
Its all my imagination
Baby u dont know how much i miss u
How i hope u will never leave
And i will never feel lonely
Without u by my side
This loneliness is killing me
I dont know what should i do now
Just want u to know baby
That i miss u alot

Dream of u

I woke up this morning
With tears in my eyes
And pain in my heart
Cause i realize that
In this reality world
U r not here with me
How i hope i can stay asleep
Stay in my dreams
In my own fantasy
My own world
Where i can just be with u
But i know its impossible
I have to get up one day
To face thia cruel world alone
Without u by my s...ide
I am a gal
Who is waiting for u
Someone who i love
Please be back baby
As i started to hate this loneliness
I miss u