Our Memories

Looking at our photos
Reminds me of our old days
Our old memories
Reading all ur messages
Makes me feel flying without wings
All the words that u used to send me
I can still feel the love inside
Never know that i will ever have today
Where i have to live alone in this world
Without u by my side
And once again while writing this...
Am thinking of u and us
And this tears start rolling down
But i wipe it off
As i ever promised u
That i wont cry anymore
This smile suddenly appear on this face
And i know that deep in my heart
I love u so much
That all ur photos and messages can actually make me smile
World without u is tough
But i have to survive
Just for u my love

Think of u again

The day has gone
And i want u so much
The night has come
And i miss u so much
I wanna spend all my life
Just to be with u
I told myself not to fall in love with u
But i never can
And i dont know since when
I started to fall in love
And being the most lucky gal
To be near u
To get the kisses and hugs from u
But its all the past
Every...thing has come to an end
And i can just cherish the memories
I'm really missing u right now
Missing all the days that we spend together
Wishing that time could stop right at that moment
So that today will never come
The day when u left me will never come
So that i will always be with u
And u will always be mine
Right now right this moment
I keep tuning the same song
Again and again
Hoping to hear ur voice singing along
I now knew that
I can never get u out of my mind
No matter what i do
It always remind me of u
When i'm playing pool
When i'm playing bowling
Remember those fun time with u
Really miss u badly here
Do u ever think of me
Even just for a second
Cos i think of u
For every seconds in my life
I cant take u out of my mind
And now i dont know what to do
I really want u to be here with me
Just for once more time
Let me feel ur kiss and hug
Just for once more time

Emptyness

Last night i went to a place called equinox
Itz a bar and restaurant
With a friend i sit on a table
There are lots of people there
And i just cant stop searching
Searching for a face that i dream every night
A face that i miss every day
But all i got is emptyness
U are not there
And i drank a lot
To make myself unconcious
So that... i never be in this reality world
Where u are not here with me
I want to be with u but i cant
This love and life
Is killing me slowly
I dun wanna be here anymore

Keep waiting

Ting tong ting tong
The church bells sound
And i looked into myself
Am wearing the most beautiful white wedding dress
Standing next to the most charming prince
We both have the best smile on our face
And so do all the guests
The priest come in front of us
And read all the wedding promises
And u told me that
U will love me foreve...r and ever
And so do i
And at that very moment
We said our promises
And said "i do"
And guests cheering
And u kiss me on my lips
Tears rolling down on my cheek and u wipe it away
U ask me why i am sad
And i answered u
"this is happy tears"
And u laughed at me and said i am silly
But i dont care
Today onwards i am your silly girl
Till the end of my life
We walked out the church and start our new life
Suddenly i feel hot
When i woke up and opened my eyes
I realized that i am once again
Stuck in my reality world
But i dont care and will keep on dreaming and waiting
Till the day my real prince charming come and pick me up

My Past

Thought crosses my mind
Everything bout u
I started to think of u
Once again
I dont know how long more i need to take
To start forgetting u
Again and again
U came to my life
I just hate it
When i can forget bout u
And u just came in again
And messed up all the efforts that I did
For the whole 2 months
Do u know how much suffer i got
When i tried all the efforts
To just forget u and buried u
And now
I have to feel the same suffer
Once again just becos of ur ego
U always come and go whenever u want
And now i wont let u do tat again
Not to my life anymore
U will always stay as my past
I told myself to bury u in the bottom of my heart
Where no one can dig it out
Even myself
But now
U r the one who dig it
U remind me of every memories we had
All the laughter and happiness
All the lessons that u taught me
And the last time we met
U once again taught me the 4 lessons
And i will never ever forget it
Cos u r the one who change my life
I will follow all the 4 rules
And u will see that i am actually ur duplicate
But do remember
U will always be one of my past
Always and always

Death Do Us Part

The sun has shine into my windows
And i felt the kiss on my cheeks
And a warm morning hug
Slowly i opened my eyes
And see the face of urs
Someone who i truely love
U told me to get ready while u will cook me breakfast
And am so happy that i jumped out the bed and get ready
Came out from my bathroom and smell something nice
When i am putting on my make up
The smells get stronger
And it appear infront of me
The best breakfast i ever had
From the best cook i ever known
U told me u will take me to somewhere
And u never tell me where it is
I get ready and jumped into the car
U laughed at me and saying that i am childish
But i dont care
Cos i am too excited
U drove for a long time
On a very long way
And we talked a lot
We laugh and smile
Suddenly a truck appear
Right infront of our car
And u cant avoid it
The car bumped into the truck and lastly to a tree
And i looked at u
U are almost breathless
And so do i
We kept staring at each others eye
Deep into our heart
And we hold each others hand
And i told u that
I am happy to know u
To be with u till the end of my life
And i will always love u
Till death do us part
And u told me the same thing
And right after that
We both gives out our last breath
With the word i love u in it

Found u

There's a quote says
Everything happen for a good reason
But i never see good reason behind everything that happen in my life
All i know is life sucks
But then suddenly my life change
At the moment i met u
My life has become wonderful
Maybe that is the good reason
After years of waiting
Years of searching
And now i found u
In the middle of the earth
U stood there and smile to me
Putting ur hand out and reach mine
Pull me to u and hug me tight
Like a kid has found his favourite toy
And now i am all urs
In the crowd u hold me tight
Lips to lips stick together
And the feeling just came out
A feeling that i never had with someone else
With all my passion i kiss u
Showing that there is no one i want beside u
But u show me more
U show me that u need me and need no one else
And u told me i am ur future
And now i am telling u that
Baby u are my forever