Miss Him

I miss him so much...
He is not by my side...
I feel weird with this situation...
Have been far away from him for 1 month liao...
Really miss him...
1 month without him very hard to past...
Cause I have him beside me for 1 year and 8 months liao...
Within this 1 year and 8 months..
He always by my side no matter when and where...
Everytime when I am facing problems or having happiness...
He will always there for me...
Maybe he is not perfect to you all..
But, he is perfect for me...
I mean... I know there is no one perfect in this world...
But when u found your true love...
U will realize that, when 2 unperfect person being together to fulfill each other, then they will become perfect...
And that is how I feel now...
Having him by my side is the greatest gift from God to me...
And I really thanks God for giving him to me...
He always know how to make me angry, cry... But he also know how to make me laugh...
He always know what I want and what I don't want...
He always try his best to give me everything I want...
And I really thanks him for that...
He, I really care...
He, I really miss...
He, I really love...
Being with him is the most wonderful life and memories in my life...
Thanks dear for being by my side...
I hope we can be together soon...
Really miss u...

feelings

I have been in Melbourne almost 1 month...My dear didn’t follow... So, here I am alone... This has been the several times since he broke his promise and yet I didn’t even angry him... Not that I don’t care but I know deep in my heart... I know that he have tried his best... But then... When he broke this promise, I am really hurt... I just don’t know why... When I arrived here, the 1st day, I cried while chatting with him cause I miss him so much and I understand that I can’t like usual... See him whenever I want... I know he have suffer since started this relationship with me and yet he still continues... And for me, he is the best... And I will not stop this rerlation... I will always wait for him... I know... Sometimes I am so stubborn and so childish... but he still love me... With all his heart... I know it even he never told me before... I know he love me even he never say “I LOVE U” seriously... I just remember once he ever say it seriously... that is when I go for haircut and the hairdresser make me look dumb... And I cried in my dear’s arm and he said to me :” I don’t care how u look... I don’t care what is your hair style... I don’t care what others say... I will always love u..” And since then, I always say I LOVE U to him... And I realize that, he is the one that I’ve been looking for...Whenever I look at the sky here, I thought of him... How I hope I can share this beautiful scenery with him... Everytime when I see people holding their bf... How I hope I can hold him now... Everytime when I want to hear his voice, I have to hold... Cause if I call him, he will get roaming... It will cost him a lot... Everytime when I want to see him, I have to wait till night cos I always be home late... I miss his touch... I miss him... I miss his voice... I miss him so much... I hope I can meet him soon...

the day when we go buy present

About today... Ok... What I did today??? Many... Lots of thing... First I woke up at 7am today and I woke my dear up by calling his phone... But as usual.... I called for thousands of times but still no answer cos my dear = piggy hammy... Who like to sleep and wont be able to wake up fast... Hahaha... (Don’t angry dear)... Then I use my favourite and best way... That is to ask his mom to wake him up... Hahaha... At last... After 30 minutes of “war”, my dear woke up and go shower... After that I also directly go shower lor... And when I walked down the stairs, damn, my leg pain... My leg swallow... Gees... So pain... Then I walked slowly to the bathroom and shower... And went up to my room and prepare... Not long after that, my dear arrive at my house and we went to church... After church, we went to eat A&W... Yummy... Delicious... But at that moment, my leg really really hurts... My tummy also pain... Cause my “auntie” come... Hahaha... Then we suddenly remember want to buy present for my dear’s daddy... First we want to buy him the working shirt but suddenly we saw a mother and son wearing spongbob shirt and we suddenly shout out together that we want to buy that spongebob shirt for his daddy... hahaha... Very stupid... Then we walked and find the shirt but then my eye caught on to a Garfield statue... First I thought it was just a statue but then I asked to the girl and she said it’s a phone... Gees... So cute phone... So sad that I didnt take a picture of it... hahaha... After bought the Garfield phone, we went to a massage place to cure my leg and at last, my leg is wrapped like a steam piggy... Hahaha... We arrived there at 12 something and guess how long we waited... We waited for almost 1 and half hour... Gees... Wasting time... Tiring... Luckily my dear good... Ask me to sleep on his leg first... Hahhaa... This guy oso lor... Oledi know got so many patient still dont want to faster come out... HE IS NOT CURING PEOPLE... I DONT KNOW WHAT HE DO INSIDE HIS HOUSE SO LONG AND THERE ARE SO MANY PATIENT WAITING FOR HIM... Gees... So bad he let us all waited for him for so long... But nvm la... He can cure my leg... And he said that my leg is broken... Er... If I not mistaken lor... So he bandaged my leg lor... So pain... Even until now, the pain is still there... I cant do anything with it... Just pray so that it can be cure faster... Now I oledi got internet and own laptop... So happy... Hehehehe... Ok lar... By the way, Anyway, Busway... I will be in Melbourne for another 3 weeks... SO happy... But will be more happy if my dear can follow me lor... Hahaha... Ok la... Late le... Wanna sleep... Nitez... Bye...

D.I.E

Ok.. Another post about DIE... My other hamster die again... Now is the mother... The day before yesterday, my deaR put her in small cage cos she attack the baby... Ok... Since yesterday whole day, no on at his house... And when at night he go home, the hamster is bleeding... And it's because she born her dead baby... So sad... Then she born 8 babies in few hours cos the baby all die... She lost too much blood and this morning she passed away... I cried whole night until 2am then sleep... Even though like that, I still doesnt sleep well... I am really sad... Cause I love her so much... Sad...

NO INTERNET for.... 20 DAYS

Ok... I am going Melbourne soon... It's so soon that I left 3-4 days left in Jakarta... Hahaha... And guess what, my friend, Mely said, there will be no INTERNET for 20 DAYS long... OMG... How can I live without INTERNET????? Oh no... Then I have one thing pop out from my brain... Ting Ting... I will buy many many movies and bring there and watch it everytime when I dont have anything to do... Hahaha... Can u imagine someone like me living in a house with 20 days no internet??? How can I chat?? How can I update my FB?? How can I email?? At last, after that idea pop out, I directly go buy lots and lots of movie... Hahaha... Oledi done packing... No more thing to pack... And I am going to be a movie maniac... Hahaha... Ok... That's all... Wanna have my lunch... Oh internet, faster come...

Passed Away

Ok... U guys sure duno what passed away lor... Cause I havent say it out... But I really sad when I heard this news from my dear... Geesss... How can it possible!!!! Me and my dear have lots of hamster and 1 of the female hamster just gave birth last month... I think 3 weeks ago... 5 little hammy born and 3 normal (grey colour) and 2 golden (like it's name, it's golden colour)... The babies grown bigger and bigger... Grown cuter and cuter... But then... All of sudden... When I was in my sleep, this news came... My dear text me msg and say there's something happen to the hamster... The female hamster who gave birth to them (which is their mommy), bite one of the baby... Until the baby bleeding... ANd at last, because the bleeding doesnt stop, the baby passed away... !!!! OMG!!! How can that be??? I am so damn sad... I dont even have the mood to go play now... Actually I am planning to go DUFAN (Like Disneyland) But now, I really not in the mood... SO sad... Really dont want something like this to be happening... Then after that my dear punished the hammy mommy and put her in small cage and dont let her drink and eat for 12 hours... Huhuhu... But doing that also doesnt return the baby hammy to me... Baby hammy, I'm sorry I didnt take care of u well... I will pray for u so u will go to heaven... I love u baby hammy...

About August 31 2009

Talking bout August 31st 2009... It's past already... I got my Visa on that day... Hahaha... I am so so happy... I also issued my ticket to MELBOURNE!!!! Yipiiieee... I am going to Melbourne next week on Wednesday night... Ok... I know it's nothing to proud of but I do really proud of it...!!! U know why?? Cause my visa has been in the Embassy for more than 14 days and it really make me feel worried bout it... Geezz... I duno lar... But I am really scared that I dont get the Visa... Cause... When I go have my medical checkup, I am in bad condition... Which means I am sick... Ok, that will be a big problem because they said people sick cant go Australia... Damn... I hate to hear that... But luckily there no problem with my health... Which mean I AM ABLE TO GO MELBOURNE!!! The only thing that will make me sad is I have to leave Indonesia where my dear and mom is here... Ok, maybe I dont worry about my dear cause he said he will go after 1 month... But my mom?? Who will take care of her when she is sick?? Maybe someone will say my sis... But if we think of it, my sis DONT EVEN CARE bout my mom!!! Geeezzz... Last few days my mom is sick, and yet she dont even care of her...!!! What will happen if I am not here and my mom sick??? I just dont know... Geezz... So evil devil... I just can pray to GOD... So that GOD will let her change her attitude... By the way, talking bout GOD, HE really make so lots of miracle for me... Like, on Sunday, that is 2 days before my Visa been granted, I pray to GOD so that my visa will be granted the next day and yet, the next day, afternoon, my Visa is granted... Hahaha... See... HE loves me so much... And I love HIM so much... Thanks GOD for all the miracle YOU shown and gave me... And please keep continue giving me all the miracle...