Masih Mencintaimu

Masih Mencintaimu (Still Loving You)
by Gruvi

Salahku putuskan cintamu
(It's my fault that I broke your love)
Ku sesali itu
(I regret that)
Pergi meninggalkan dirimu
(Leaving you)
Kini ku merindukanmu
(Now I'm missing you)


Chorus:
Sayang maafkanlah diriku
(Baby, please forgive me)
Ku tahu ku salah menyakitimu
(I knew I'm wrong that I've hurt you)
Sayang terimalah aku lagi
(Baby please accept me again)
Ku masih mencintaimu
(I still love you)

Aku memang tak sempurna
(I am not perfect)
Ku sadari itu
(I realized that)
Ampuni semua kebodhanku
(Forgive all my dumbness)
Ku tak bisa hidup tanpamu
(I can't live without you)

Chorus repeat2x...


On top is a song that I heard few days ago which I think it's nice and I want all of you to know the meaning so I translate it... Can go try listen the song... It's nice... I mean the meaning... It's about a guy who realized that he really broke his gf heart... OMG... And the 1st time I heard this song is from Audition... When I'm playing with my ex... Hahaha... He dedicated this song for me... Ok... I'm not touch... Just feel that I like this song cause of the meaning which is so so touching... Hahahaha... So long didn't come in my blog and updated... Sorry... Busy this few days... Cause many exam and I have to prepare all the guiding stuff... I am going crazy now... Hahaha... Now I am having weekend... Which I will spent by watching DVD till sot... Hahaha... Btw anyway busway... My hamster named Stuwie passed away again... OMG... She just borned baby... 5 hammy babies... And after a week, she died... And followed by 2 babies 3 days later and 3 babies after again... OMG... So pity them... But my dear promise he will buy me another golden hammy so that our hammy got many types... Hehe... Thanks dear... And 2 days ago, cause dear do something naughty to me, he bought me mi cash for audition... OMG... I love it... Thanks dear... I love you so much... Ok... That's all... Wanna start my weekend relaxing day...

T.A.G by U sun

1. Beside your lips, where is your favourite spot to get kissed?
my forehead..^^

2.How did feel when you woke up this morning ?
Lazy to wakie...

3.Who is the last person you took a photo with ?
my dear...erm..last week maybe...

4.Would you consider yourself to be spoiled ?
yes...by my dear...haha..n some of my cousins...

5.Would you ever donate blood ?
nope..dun have the chance cos everytime when wanna donate, owes AUNTY come or I m eating medicine...so cant...

6.Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex ?
Yupz...Lots of them.. Uncountable...

7.Do you want someone to die ?
Stupid!!! U want others to die kah?? Dumb Dumb Question!!!

8.What does your last text message say ?
Giling... Bwt di pke lo?? (u guys for sure dun understand la) hahaha...

9.What are you thinking now ??
who make this stupid question....

10.Do you wish someone was with you now ?
Of cos la...

1.What time did you go to sleep last night ?
11.30pm...

12.Where did you buy the T-shirt that you are wearing now ?
T shirt from mom... Pants I think oso.. T shirt from LA... Pants from Malaysia...

13.Is someone in your mind now ?
Mr Ticketing... Hahaha...

14.Who was the last person to text you ?
Rachela Dearta...

10 PEOPLE TAGGED TO DO THIS QUESTIONNAIRE.

1. Anton
2. Cathy
3. Jos
4. Kaito
5. Sze Wei
   
6. Zie
   
7. Rena
   
8. Emily Yii
   
9. I sun
   
10. Emily Lai
    

15.Who is no.2 having relationship with ?
(Cathy) With Allan...

16.Is no.3 a male or female ?
(Jos) Of cos female la... if she is not then I duno who is...Hahaha...

17.If no.7 and no.10 together, would it be a good thing ?
Rena and Emily Lai).No la... They dun even know each other... Beside they are not LESBIAN!!!

18.What is no.1 studying about ?
(Anton) Stupid useless Computer major...

19.When was the last time u chat with them ?
duno lar....recently maybe...

20.Is no.4 single ?
(Kaito) Nope I think...

21.Say something about no.5 .
(Sze Wei) dark n skinny gal but very happy all the time...miss her...

22.What do you think about no.3 and no.6 being together ?
(Jos n zie) nope...impossible...cos they are both Gal...

23.Describe no.9 .
(I sun) Cute young gal...but now adult le...

24.What would you do if no.6 and no.8 fought ?
(zie n EMily Yii) No way..Cant be...

B.E.L.I.E.V.E

Believe...
Today's title is believe...
I oso duno y I type this word on the 1st letter...
Maybe... I feel tat mst people duno what believe means...
1... I dun like people lie to me... Cos I owes believe in others...
Liar is an asshole for me... I hate liars...
Yeah... And recently... I kept facing these jerks...
Jerks tat I still said they are my friends...
But I duno I still can believe them or not...
Maybe it's hard cos I never will believe people when they start to lie on me...
And I dun like when others dun believe me...
Unless I ever lied to them...
Like my dear...
I never lie to him but he never believe in me...
I duno why... Maybe he is like tat...
I duno what happen until he dun believe me...
But for sure, it hurts me...
Well... Think like this...
U r in a relationship with someone and tat someone doesnt believe u at all...
How u feel???
O M G... Oh Mi Gosh... I hate tat...
But wad can I do???
If he really dun wan to believe me, I just can accept it...
No one can say anything bout it cos it's others right to believe in us or not...
I duno wad should I do so that he believe in me...
Love without believe...
I duno... I duno wad to say...
Maybe I am too weak to protess bout it...
I owes accept wad others do to me...
I just dun dare to say anything tat I dun like others ask me...
GOD, please bring me with U... Cos I need U in me...

Life recently...

Just wanna said bout life recently... I am quite happy... Life recently is nice... Happy... Comfortable... Enjoyable... Nice... That's what I can said... I love my life recently... Nothing to think bout... Just some assignment... Like today... Where I forget totally about this Bali assignment... hahaha... Luckily I got time until 2pm... At last I handed it but I have to skip one class... So... It's ok lar... At least later when go Bali I can have guiding... Then just now went swimming with fren... So nice... Love swimming... I cant wait to go Bali cos at Bali got LAKSA... Yummy... I miss LAKSA... Oh LAKSA... Wait for me... Hahaha...

Life recently nice cos... I handed everything to GOD... Where I accept all HIS arrangement... I miss HIM... GOD... Thanks for arranging all this thing for me...

On 26th April (Sunday), I will go to Bali for touring... I mean we learn to be guide in Bali... But got one day free program where I can go anywhere I like... I hope that my bro can accompany me... Hahaha... N also his wife who is kind... Hehehe... But I have to be separate with my dear for 5 days... Sad Sad... N sunday I cant go with my dear cos I will go to Bali early morning... Sad Sad... Never so long been far far away from my dear... I'm going to far far away kingdom to find Shriek... Hahaha... But never mind... Cos I want eat Kuching LAKSA... For just this one time... OMG... Have been 3-4 years I didnt eat LAKSA... LAKSA, I'm coming... Dear, I'm sorry... I want eat LAKSA... Hahaha...

I'm tired now... Wanna rest... Cos I am sick... I get to be sick easily within this few months after that incident where I eaten wrongly... Which makes my tummy pain till I went to hospital... But I'm ok lar... Cos I still can continue doing my assignment and handed in on time... Thanks GOD... Ok le... Bye...

P/S : Sorry long time no update... NO time...

D.I.E

Sad Sia... My hamster named Bubu passed away yesterday... I duno what time cos I arrived my dear house at 8.30 something and when we realized, it's oledi around 9.00... So sad... It's a male hamster... My dear said the other bigger male hamster named Stuart eat it... I duno lar... So sad... I yesterday keep EMO and I hit the big hamster... U know, the big hamster is the dad of Bubu... Sad sad... Bubu now is in heaven... With another hamster name Stuwie... I miss them... Cos they are damn cute... Bubu just borned one month ago... He havent even see outside world... Gosh... So pity Bubu... Bubu, u must not sad... U must be strong up there... Mommy is here praying for u... Bubu is a cute hamster... He is quite fatty and when he walks, his butt will run here n there... So cute... U cant imagine my hamster will be tat fatty and cute... I really miss my Bubu... Bubu, be happy up there k?? Btw, Bubu is buried under a plant at my dear house...

Bubu, daddy n mommy miss u n love u... Bye dear Bubu....

21.03.2008

Itz us...
On 21st January 2008... We started this relationship...
We started to love each other...
We started to know each other more...
We started to understand each other more...
Today, is our 14th month anniversary...
I just cant believe it...
I know most people will think that 14 months only... Nothing la...
I know...
14 months is not long...
But it's not short...
For me, it's long...
Cos I never had such a long time relationship with someone...
Before... The longest one is only bout 8-9 months...
Now it's 14 months...
Gosh...
I know... In this 14 months u have been so patient to me...
I know most of the time I make u angry, sad and unhappy...
But u always be so patient to me...
Thank you...
I never know what true love is until I met u...
Remember once... When I was in hospital for 1 week...
U always there for me...
U always accompany me every nite...
Without saying anything...
U always there to cheer me up...
To make me feel not pain...
To make me feel better...
Ever once I'm going for endoscopy, u calm me down...
U never leave me...
And remember one nite I get weird cos of the medicine...
U still try to calm me down...
U never angry me...
Thank you...
Maybe I am not as best as u wish...
But I will try to be the best...
For now, later, future...
U R MINE...
Forever...
U r my True Love...


From :
Ur love one...

Friends

Ok... Today's title is friend...

What is friend?? I know... Friend is someone who will be with u when u are happy and sad... Someone who will listen to ur problems and gives u solutions... Someone who is patient to u whenever u shows out ur anger to them... Someone who will treats u like sister and brother...

Yes... I do have this kind of friends... But they are now far away from me... I just dunno how to reach them... I miss them so much... They are friends that really understands me and will hear all my problems and give me solution... Friends in different places are really different... So do friends in Indonesia and Malaysia... People in Indonesia will only think of there own... They are have bigger ego than Malaysian... This is one of the reason why I never like Indonesia... People here never think of others feeling... I have been staying in Indonesia for almost 2 years... Recently I started to study... College life is nice, I thought... But it isnt as nice as I thought now!!! With people who are so big ego... With people that thinks they are always the right one... With people who only nice infront of u and stab u from behind... People who dont have idea how to treat u like a human... People who only know how to take benefit from u... I just hate that kind of people... Maybe not all Indonesian... But mostly... I just duno what else I should do to make them accept me... Like how friends in Malaysia accept me... Guys... Friends in Malaysia or where ever u are... I miss u all...